Last year I chose my 'one word', joining in with millions of others who decided to focus on one thing rather than make a list of resolutions that are quickly forgotten when life takes over. The word I selected was 'perspective'; I was merely hoping to gain some.
Honing in on this word began opening my eyes even more to the different view points I could have in every situation and circumstance. Simplified - I can look through half-full or a half-empty glass(es). I can look at things from the view of American culture or Kingdom culture. I can look at everything through my human eyes or choose to see the world through God's eyes.
Though I gained perspective last year, in the midst of the insanity that life brought, I was caught up and bogged down with the day-to-day of life, the struggles, the loneliness. And, I misplaced my joy.
So this year, I am on a quest. A quest to rediscover joy.
I am not
just looking for a fleeting happiness in the moment (though being happy is most definately a part of it). I am looking for inhabitation.
I want to be filled with joy regardless of the circumstance, regardless of the trial. I want to rejoice always. I want gladness to satisfy my heart. I want gratitude to spill from my mouth. I want to be delighted by my relationship with the Lord, and I want Him to be captivated by me. I want to take delight in the world around me, in my husband, in my children, even in my daily duties. I want joy to become my legacy.